Hey family, friends and Derek.
It's pretty crazy that eight months ago I was giving my farewell talk! But at the same time, it feels like eight long months since I've slept in my own bed. Haha, maybe that's just because I've been sleeping on the floor for three weeks.
Everything has been going well with my companions and I. We work well together, teaching with three people is still hard adjusting to. We're getting better though. ☺️
This last week was good! We had some pretty rough times.. But they're kind of forgotten when I focus on the good things that happen.
One good thing that happened this week is that a girl named Deborah requested a bible online. We dropped it off to her on Tuesday and then met with her at the church on Friday. She's really amazing and pure in heart. It just goes to show that even in the slums of Brooklyn, God prepares his people.
Another great thing that happened was that I received this message yesterday. (I'm taking out the names to keep confidences)
"Hey Sister Sammy! This week was pivotal for me, and I want to tell you about it because you were instrumental in bringing (my wife) and I to this point in our lives. We met with the Bishop today on my behalf, and I can't tell you what was discussed in the meeting save that it was concerning the repentance process for myself. For years going back to my early teens I'd been struggling with sin I was unable to overcome until just a few months ago. This time my struggle involves not only my resolve but the strengths of the Lord, my incredible loving wife and our Bishop. This week as I confessed my sins to God in fervent and frequent prayer I've felt the spirit of the Lord stronger than I can ever remember having felt it. It burns in my chest and reassures me that my Father in Heaven is pleased in the path I am choosing. The repentance process will be long, and I am facing a possible lifelong struggle with temptation. It is one I am capable of taking on, with the Lord's help. I know he is with me. I mention your role in all of this, because you were a wonderful teacher to us. I decided to model my life, the things I read, the media I watch and listen to after the requirements of you missionaries. I've given up heavy metal music, which I'm now certain was a factor in my before seemingly fruitless struggle. Watching my thoughts and being vigilante in scripture study, and prayer comes easily now. I am excited to see the change in myself when I am no longer burdened by sin! I will be able to hear the promptings of the Holy Ghost again, and worthy temple attendance will be a reality! I will be a worthy partner to my loving spouse! These things I know. Sister Tenney, you and your fellow missionaries are The Bomb.com! God bless you for the service you provide for your fellow man. I had to let you know of the difference you had made. Love you, sister. Have an awesome week!"
Ah, it was so nice to get this message! Soooo nice.
I really needed to know that there was at least one reason I'm here in Queens, getting rejected and being cold. Haha.
I know that numbers and baptisms don't make you a successful missionary.. I'm still working on trying to overcome my pride, and not Having to be "the best missionary". Buuuuttt, numbers DO matter to me and I think they definitely reflect how hard missionaries work..
Anyway, hard work doesn't always result in baptism.. But it does help me sleep at night. Haha
Love,
Sister Tenney
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